Nicole

2010-03-13T15:24:00.002+08:00

had camp the last 3 days. it was better than last year study camp. but it was still boring.
went to sentosa for camp yesterday. wasn't happy in the first place.
but got to fly kite there. so was abit happier after that. took pictures but dont know how to upload them.
went to vivo with lx, jessy, stef and yvonne.
walk walk bought a top from forever 21 with lx.
stayed till 5plus i think, went to ws cotton on. lx want to see things.
meet jinda at ws then went to tamp for dinner.
watch being human too. its okok luh. but nice.

2010-03-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

2010-03-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

"Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we could see life with a clearer view again."

nothing much to blog about. no pictures as they are all taken in my iphone and i dont know how to transfer to the comp.

today went to ws with quite a number of people. lazy to type out.

bought things there then went to somewhere around jessy and sef house to do things.

stayed till 5plus and left le.

went home together with rosalind and yanglin.

hate whatever things that happened to me. hope i could let it go and forget it.

2010-03-01T19:56:00.003+08:00

"When someone is in your heart, they are never truely gone. They can come back to you, even at unlikely times."

2010-02-25T19:16:00.003+08:00

very lazy to blog this few days.
today went to watch percy jackson and the lightning thief with dear.
damn nice luh:D
dont know what to blog about didnt do anything much.
tomorrow got road race, damn sian! must wake up so early.
hope can go out after that tomorrow.

2010-02-17T19:39:00.002+08:00

i miss baby:(
2nd day today, 3 more days and he's back!!
faster let the time pass. so i can see bi le.
bored/weird without him

2010-02-14T18:43:00.002+08:00

so early home, so sian! it sucks so much luh.
this is the worst new year ever!!! not even happy.

my twin. haha

2010-02-14T12:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINE DAY TO ALL :D

yesterday went to Wynn's house for reunion dinner(: has so much fun luh.
took pictures, will upload it when i'm using my laptop.
played cards too. haha. play in between and Cloe lost so much money.
Amanda & Wynn win soooo much luh. they took all the money. like each $10+ $20+.

now at grandfather's house using comp, later going Denise's house le:D haha
going to take more pictures and gamble more. hahahha. must win back what we lost. LOL.

dear if you're reading this, you must find me tomorrow!!! i want see you before you fly.
ok, sis want use le. stop here

2010-02-12T22:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DEAR! :D(in advance)

went to bugis with dear again(:
he bought me rose:D haha. a surprise, so i didnt know how to react. but i love it. so nice.
dear also bought bag for me at bugis. haha. thank you dear!
walk walk around dear bought his top, ate at NYDC again(:
stay till 8+ then go home le. sooo early.
cant see him for 9 days le:( going to miss him alot alot.

I LOVE YOU ! :D

2010-02-11T16:17:00.002+08:00

so bored at home! :(
after school went central eat, then saw a kitten damn cute luh. haha.
first time touching a cat. then stef carry it around. hah!
tried carrying it. and suddenly the claws come out, wth!
it scare the hell out of me. and it poked 2 holes in my uniform. stupid! but nevermind.
ate, then home. dear pei me awhile then go back le.
he going swimming with friends. sian.
so i will go bugis later. hope i could get to buy something.

2010-02-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

LOVE this blue soo much!

2010-02-10T18:25:00.003+08:00

school, same. during MT lesson we all say want go Simon Lim house during CNY. hahha.

and he said ok! thought he would say no.

went to the toilet and saw people that i dont want to see. stupid, so suay luh!

then i walk out and phyllis and lixian say why should i be the one that is scared of her, should be she scared of me.

so stupid of me can, so i walk back in. purposely. haha. seriously hate her.

after school went for chem tutorial, first time ever since there was tutorial. hahaha!

did practical, partner with orisha. was damn fun luh. i love the BLUE colour when i mix aqueous ammonia with copper something... forget liao.

after that went central eat with dear, and home.

made yvonne's prawn roll le. hahaha. finally finish everything.

friday going bugis/orchard with dear.

i must get that bag i want!!!!! & dresses or skirt.

cant wait for CNY, so i will have more $$$. haha! then i will go shopping after that:DDD

2010-02-09T21:33:00.003+08:00

1. When you break her heart the pain never really goes away

2. When she misses you, she is hurting inside.

3. When she says it's over, she still want you to be hers.

4. When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

5. When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

6. When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight and don't let her go.

7. When she starts cursing you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

8. When she ignore you give her your attention.

9. When she pulls away pull her back.

10. When you see her crying at her worst, tell her she is beautiful.

11. When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

12. When you see her walking sneak up to her and hug her waist from behind.

13. When she is scared protect her.

14. When she lays on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

15. When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

16. When she teases you tease her back and make her laugh.

17. When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is alright.

18. When she look at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

19. When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

20. When she grab your hands hold hers and play with her fingers.

21. When she bumb into you, bumb her back and make her laugh.

22. When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

23. When she look in your eyes, don't look away until she does.

24. Stay on the phone with her even if she is not saying anything.

25. Don't let her have the last word.

26. Don't call her hot, gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

27. Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

28. Argue that she is the best girl ever.

29. When she is mad, hug her tight and never let go.

30. When she say she is ok don't believe it. Talk to her about it. Because 10 years later she will remember it.

31. Call her at 12am at special occasion to tell her you love her.

32. Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

33. Treat her like she is all that matters to you.

34. Don't ignore her when she is out with you and your friends.

35. Stay up all night with her when she is sick.

36. Watch her favourite movie with her or favourite show even thought it is stupid.

37. Let her into your world.

38. Let her wear your clothes.

39. When she is bored and sad, hang out with her.

40. Let her know she is important.

41. Kiss her in the pouring rain.

42. When she runs at you crying, the first thing you say is:"who's ass am I kicking today baby~"

43. After she read this, she hopes one day you would read it too.

copied this from xueyin's blog:D

2010-02-09T20:07:00.002+08:00

CCA after school today, damn sian. only sit in hall. stupid!
spoil my mood, seeing a bitch! F**K!
if i can slap her without getting into trouble, i would seriously her damn f-ing hard!
luckily got xueying, yvonne, rosalind and yanglin. damn funny.
go disturb people. hahahaha. so bad. LOL.
walk walk around school, went to find phyllis & stef.
went back to hall.
around 5 stef came find us, then awhile then go home le.

2010-02-08T15:52:00.000+08:00

everything ended. sigh.

2010-02-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

Today my boyfriend of 3 years told me he thought I was the most beautiful thing in the world and loved me unconditionally, and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. He asked me to marry him.
Today I also lost the last of my hair to my cancer treatment.
My fiance’s unending LGMH.

A while back, I had to return my boyfriend’s jacket because my mother doesn’t like him and threatened to pour bleach on it.
That night he texted me a pic of where he had bleached it himself so I could continue wearing it if I want.”

In 7th grade I was anorexic.
When I was hungry, I would snap hair-ties on my wrist, as punishment for even thinking about food. My then boyfriend found out about it and took one of my hair-ties, saying,
“For every one snap you do, I do ten.”

Today is my birthday.
A couple months ago I was attacked by a dog that left horrendous scars on my face.
My boyfriend made a book that says “You’re the most beautiful thing I have ever seen” in over 100 different languages

When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.
I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.
Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign “I DO”. GMH

Today, I drove my grandparents to the hospital for my grandpa’s rehab therapy.
He has cancer in his bones, making it rather difficult for him to walk. Through his pain and struggle, he still manages to walk ahead of my grandma to open and close every door for her.
His little acts of love despite his pain GMH.

At 3AM wednesday, i went down to the kitchen to wash my midnight snack dishes when i stumbled upon my 14-yr-old brother with a bag of Hershey’s kisses.
As i got closer, i saw that he was replacing the paper sticking out of the wrapper on the candy kisses w/ strips where he printed out lyrics to give to his GF the next day.
School starts at 7AM. His LGMH.

My family has been having financial issues since my mom is a single mother with four children.
I didn’t eat lunch because I didn’t want her to spend money on me even though I played sports after school. My girlfriend noticed this and made me lunch every day for my whole senior year.
Her love GMH.

Five months ago I was in a life shattering car accident that left doctors saying I would never walk again.
My boyfriend has spent most of his senior year with me at my physical therapy appointments and never let me give up. Last night I danced with him at his final band banquet.
His sacrifice and faith in me GMH.

I’ve been recovering from years of depression and self-harm.
My boyfriend has been helping me recover every step of the way, by funding my treatment and making sure I’m never alone.
Today I was feeling really down about myself. He tossed me my dictionary and said to look up “beautiful.” He had taped in my picture

After a domestic violence altercation, my bed-ridden mother and I were forced out of our home.
My boyfriend sold his ipod, laptop and video game consoles and worked 45 hours a week while still attending school to help us afford an apartment without asking for a thing in return

When I was 16, I got pregnant.
When I told my boyfriend, he stayed with me. He put up with me, even when I screamed about how I hated my life, wanted to die or blame him for everything.
In my 8th month, I told him to get out. He still came to hold my hand when I delievered, and to stay to get up with her at night. His LGMH.

2010-02-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

2010-02-06T15:15:00.002+08:00

just came back from flag day.
quite bored but first time my tin was almost full. haha.
went to Bedok to ask for donations. alot people donated luh.
thought Singaporeans all wont donate but they did. hahaha. some even give $5! so much & stef got $50 from someone.
so rich luh that person. stay till around 12 then went back to tampines, buy food eat then went to the library to give back the tin.
ate lunch after that walk walk now home. sian. so early.

2010-02-04T20:08:00.004+08:00

decided to copy and paste something i just read. finally a love story i read that have happy ending. haha. but i think got another ending to this story.

I'll carry you out verymorning till we are old
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy..I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.

When we were just married, my wife said,Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so.I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.?I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her.

At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.

This was the means of my entertainment.One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.

But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question.

This so-called answer made her angry..

She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.

But I could not take back what I had said.Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.

From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.

Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy.

Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.

The visualization of Dew became vague.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded.

The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out.

He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.

Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs.

Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.

My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

2010-02-02T18:02:00.002+08:00

today wake up very early to make pancake for recess(: go school then abit hard le lo. stupid
after school cca, damn sian. luckily dont need to perform on CNY.
never going to go on stage. haha.
tomorrow going to bake cookies with mother :D
hope it will still turn out nice.
tomorrow after school dont know got tutorial mah. sian.
got to go and do homework le.

2010-01-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

today dear cook pasta give me eat for lunch, so nice:D seriously. haha. THANK YOU DEAR!
hmmm. nothing much to blog le. never do anything when school reopen. so sian

the picture look abit not nice but taste very nice(:

2010-01-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

26 today! sigh):

2010-01-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

hate to be upset, always thinking of ______ when i'm upset. sigh.
2 more days to 3 month and i'm not there :'(
wonder how's ______ now):
i really wish ______ is with me now.
no one will ever know how i feel unless it also happen to you.

2010-01-21T20:07:00.001+08:00

2010-01-21T18:15:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Yvonne & Raymond! :DDD

the wedding was aweome! had so much fun there.

they look so pretty and handsome! haha.

so envious luh! wants to get married soon. LOL.

everyone in our table look so pretty & handsome & i love my hair alot luh! so she bu de take out when i'm home. haha

nothing much to say about the wedding. but it was really damn nice.

uploaded some pictures, more in fb

Bride and Groom!
Yvonne & Raymond's contract:D

2010-01-20T12:44:00.002+08:00

Hi we are bored in the hotel room now.
Poker cards selling at $5.80, WTH. denise typing this 2 sentence.

waiting for the bride and groom to come back now, so bored!
damn fun in the morning luh. gate crashing. hahah.
& Raymond looked handsome in his suit. :D Yvonne also look damn pretty!!!!
cant wait for tonight's dinner:DDD omg! excited.

2010-01-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

now at Meritus Mandarin, hahahaha. tomorrow is Yvonne's wedding! :D

did nothing much today. but had fun here. haha.

going to put mask le. byebye. a very short post.

2010-01-18T18:24:00.003+08:00

Saturday - meet Ade they all > meet Denise at Joo Chiat for lunch > played monopoly card game > cine > paragon > movie > clarke quay > ktv > 3plus home

Sunday - suntec with dear whole day > home
dear bought the 'This Is My Story' book for me! :D finally got it. thank you(:

2010-01-14T18:54:00.002+08:00

so long never update le, sooo lazy. somemore nothing to type.
just came back from jogging not long with dear. damn tired. run till want die. haha
& i cant do a single sit up!!! wth.

2 more days to Yvonne's hen's night
6 more days to Yvonne's wedding!!!!!!

2010-01-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

9 jan - went to SP with denise, wasnt that nice actually didnt get to see much or know much.
after that bus to marymount to train to sharon's house.
alighted at serangoon and stupid came out from the wrong exit cause some people dont want pick up my phone!
and i got lost. kns.
went to chinatown for dinner, back to sharon house, stayed there.

10 jan - woke up early went for breakfast, bought the stick carrot cake for yvonne, sharon & meimei.
then waited for Raymond to come. after that yvonne left with him.
so me, mummy & sharon changed went to town to buy clothes yvonne' wedding:D
boguht my heels and dress le. omg i love it so much luh.
but i have difficulty walking. haha.
home, then at night went to changi village for dinner with sharon's family and my family.
now home again.

so sian tomorrow school again, weekends seems to pass so fast!

2010-01-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

1st day of school today, at first i thought that it would be bored, but i end up talking and talking non stop. haha.
i think i kind of like school, but after seeing some people feel so angry.
spoil my day. stupid BITCH!
and my hair seriously like shit lo. feel so small kid with my short fringe.
hope tomorrow school will be same as today except for the seeing that person part.

2010-01-03T20:40:00.005+08:00

"I want to love someone whose heart has been broken so he know exactly how it feel and wont break mine."

school starts tomorrow! looking forward to it. hahhaha.
i think it's the first time i want to go to school.
hope i could wake up tomorrow. haha!
today went central to cut hair then go amk hub find dear.
cause dear pei-ing me go orchard buy school bag, saw one damn nice luh but $89.90):
i want it soooo badly! but cant.
bought another one then, not the one that i wanted, but no choice. hope i wont regret.
walk walk around orchard then go ws buy food for mummy then home.
i hate my hair! fringe so short luh.

2010-01-01T11:14:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year people! :D

Tanah Merah meet yvonne > waited for sharon > IMM > see yvonne's wedding gown[damn nice i tell you] > train to raffles to meet denise they all > asian civilisation museum outside > played cards and my nails broke!!! > waited tell 10plus? walked to somewhere near the esplanade > find place to sit > watched fireworks > train to ws > mac > home.

love the fireworks so much luh! didnt take picture of it though.

2009-12-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

2009-12-30T22:07:00.002+08:00

"Life has so many great options but you dont have to pick what seems to be the best, just pick whatever makes you really happy & it will be the best and perfect choice."

went to dte with meimei to buy tickets for Alvin & the chipmunks today.
then went to find dear, lunch at Just Acia. then walk walk around dte then arcade.
play until i forget the time. haha. watched the movie.
the chipmunks damn cute luh. haha.
after that bought dinner then home le.

tomorrow going expo meet sharon then yvonne come pick us up go IMM(:
for yvonne dont know what bridal thing. haha.
then maybe going countdown with Denise and her friends.

2009-12-29T23:44:00.002+08:00

collect skirt > home > dear came > watch tv > jogging/running with dear > went to dinner with Cloe and family > home

Never break four things in your life:
1. Trust
2. Promise
3. Relationship
4. Heart
because when they break they dot make noise, but it hurts alot.

2009-12-28T23:54:00.002+08:00

"Once you fall in love with someone, they'll always be a part of you. Even if you never talk, they'll still cross your mind & even the thought of them being with someone else hurts"

2009-12-28T01:18:00.002+08:00

meet Cloe at Somerset with meimei > new look > lunch at KFC > walked around 313 > orchard central > walked around > Amanda & Eddie came > Ion > FarEast > dinner > Taka > Ion again > Bugis > home

finally bought my dress, pink in colour.

cloe and meimei think it's nice and i think so too when i was trying there.

but when i'm home and trying it again. i think it's weird!!

2009-12-26T21:11:00.003+08:00

"Too many people get caught up in what could be instead of appreciating what is. Dont fall into that trap; appreciate what you have and who you have, because the future can take it all away from you"

2009-12-25T21:49:00.006+08:00

24 dec- went tampines with meimei to buy things then went to wynn's house le.

was so hungry luh. haha. then keep ask wynn got food mah.

then she say got beehoon, but i dont like the beansprout in it so didnt eat.

end up took the hotdog for the bbq to eat. haha. damn nice. like that brand of hotdog

after that wait for cloe they all to come, just nice denise and them arrive at the same time.

play cards, took picture, bbq.

then me, cloe and meimei play with the bomb bag until like crazy. running around. haha.

wanted to scare amanda they all but end up kenna caught. hahahha.

took more pictures, talk talk then gift exchange, cake and then wait for 10pm to go orchard.

reach orchard around 11. it was fun this year, but i think the past few years there is better than this year.

cause all also injured, meimei got cut by the spray can, me got cut by some metal, cloe got knock on the head by the spray can. AMANDA the worst haha, got knock by a guy and she fly and fall. ahha.

uploaded some of the pictures below.

today- woke up early morning went to find dear, go church with him.

after that went Prima Tower for lunch, damn nice luh. it revolves. haha.

went to Handerson Bridge[dont know how to spell] but rained. so end up going back to dear house.

nap, then ate dinner at his house and home.

dont know what to do on the weekends, sure damn sian.

this beer damn cute. smaller than a packet of cig.

2009-12-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

S(he) be(lie)ve(d)
saw this two words in denise fb and i dont why i just like this two words soooo much.

went science centre with dear today,
went to see body world, not really nice actually. seeing the same things/human only in diff positions.
stupid, wasted money. but science centre was fun. haha.
didnt really take pictures so not uploading.
went IMM after that, walk walk then eat then walk then home le.

fun/bored/fun/bored/fun?.

2009-12-19T21:48:00.003+08:00

yeterday- went to meet dear in the morning, then went to collect phone at simei
1 plus cab from simei to school to collect results. was damn worried luh.
but when know results le then not worried liao. haha
i got 15 points! :D happy, i got promoted to sec 5. hahs
after that went home change then go orchard with parents, met sis in the train.
went to wisma to buy my water bottle from nike, then to taka.
after that to Heeren for dinner, ate at Shokudo! took some pictures of the food,forgotten to take some. haha
went 313 next, bought clothes there. finally i go orchard to shop and actually buy somthing
after that jiu cab home le

today didnt go out only went to watch Avatar with parents, the show damn nice luh.want to watch it again. the 3D version. haha

2009-12-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

went WWW today with dear! :DDDD FUN! haha.
spend most of in shiok river. haha. played samsung, damn scary can.
dear still tell me face down not scary, lucky the person work there tell me face down more scary. then i faster change. hahaha
had so much fun today!!!!! go escape the next time. hehe:D

tomorrow is collection of result le. !!!!!!!!! damn scared can. hope i dont go ite!

2009-12-16T20:44:00.002+08:00

going WWW with dear tomorrow! :D cant wait.
haha. waited for so long and finally this day came(:

2009-12-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

"Have you ever wanted to ask someone something but you didnt, because you were too afraid of the answer?"
Yes, just cause i know the answer will be hurting, so i rather keep it in my heart and never expressing it out.

2009-12-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

soo lazy to post this few days.

12 dec, cousins bbq, dear came back! :D

13 dec, sharon stayed at my house
went to jog in the evening, then went to dte for dinner.

14 dec, went to find dear today. missed him soo much!
went to simei around 3plus to repair my phone.
then went to orchard, walk around, bought shoes for dear and me(:
had dinner with aunty lydia at jack's place.
home!

wants to meet dear tomorrow): love him sooooo much!!!!

2009-12-11T21:42:00.004+08:00

10dec, went to tampines to the recruit express thing, then went to city hall for the robinsons job(:

think i got the job. if confirm i'll start work next sat, haha.

but only working on weekends:D

walk around raffles city while waiting for cloe to come, but the nothing to walk so cab down to bugis.

went to arcade at iluma, caught 3 toys! haha. first time caught something from those machine

after that back to city hall meet cloe, dinner, then dte to print photos.

went mac to buy ice cream after that and saw ryan there. hahaha.

dont know why but me and cloe just cant stop laughing.

11dec, went to tampines again with cloe and grandma to meet yvonne there.

lunch at tampines one. then went cotton on to help meimei buy bag.

then to montip cause cloe and yvonne and cloe want to buy ring.

but end up cloe bought a ring and yvonne yvonne bought a small purse.

pay already then saw other things that we want to buy. hahhaa

me, cloe and yvonne bought a ribbon hair band and me and cloe bought ear ring.

after that meet meimei take shuttle bus to giant. bought bbq stuff then cab to central bought other stuff the home.

dinner then go dte, buy wire mesh, brush and satay stick

walked home and played at the exercise corner awhile then home. haha. had fun!

i miss baby soooooo much!!!! can see him tomorrow le:D

2009-12-10T00:20:00.007+08:00

Ben & Jerry ice cream(:

dear first time eating escargot! :D

love!

didnt want to upload this! i look so stupid. but dear say must

2009-12-09T23:24:00.002+08:00

went out with dear to quite a few places today cause dear want help me celebrate my birthday in advace:D love him! <3
first went to century to watch NEW MOON!. finally(:
starting not so nice, only somewhere in the middle. haha. so happy that edward and bella togther. LOL.
ate Cafe Cartel before watching movie for lunch. took pictures, upload later.
next took train to city hall, walk around Raffles city to wait for 6 then go to the Singapore Flyer:D
the view is soo nice, the lights too. took quite a lot of pictures up there(:
after that trained to somerset & walked to Heeren for dinner. ate Jack's place! hahs
& dear first time eat escargot. sooo cute! hahaha.
after dinner went for Ben & Jerry at Orchard Central.
after that jiu home le! had fun with dear today.
he sick still pei me out whole day love him alot!
THANK YOU DEAR!
tomorrow he going Desaru le): going to miss him alot!
cant wait to see him on sat

home now, & parents bought me a cake(:

upload pictures when i got it from dear.

2009-12-07T00:58:00.001+08:00

5th december, i've never felt so sad in my live till 5/12/09. sigh

2009-12-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

-'-

2009-12-05T00:08:00.004+08:00

2009-12-04T21:51:00.003+08:00

went orchard with dear today.
walk around Ion to find Etude house for my nail polish
then ate at Wisma and went to Taka after that.
saw sooo many shops that sell cute notebooks and stuff. wants to buy them luh):
after Taka went to FarEast to walk walk then snack again. haha
Orchard central next, saw so many things that i want to buy, but cant buy them.
bought 3 pairs of ear ring from there.
went to the roof top garden, the view there is damn nice luh, so windy too.
took pictures there\/
after that went to Somerset 313, a new shopping centre, so many people luh.
wak so much today until leg so pain, but at least i had fun(:
oh ya & dear bought a christmas hat for me, clip on hair de so cute.
it's suppose to be long post, but i summarise it cause i forgotten already. haha.
& also lazy to type!

2009-12-03T21:01:00.003+08:00

no lunch at home today, so went to Ikea for lunch with dear(:
then walk walk around Ikea and dear bought his cups and some other items.
want to buy my table!!!
suppose to go to pasir ris park, but didnt):
cause like going to rain, but never rain at all lo. stupid
so going tomorrow:D hehe
dear cycled me to ws for dinner, ate BK & saw Raphael.
after dinner dear cycled me home:D
love standing at the back of the bicycle. fun! haha
accompanied me at hme till parents come back(:
ty, really had fun today.

2009-12-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

my new phone! :D Sony Ericsson Yari. damn nice

white in colour. love it sooo much. hope i wont drop this phone. haha

2009-12-02T15:15:00.003+08:00

stayed home yesterday and today, no where to go. sian.
later going to buy new phone le(: dont know to get C903 or Yari.
finally getting a new phone. haha.

wants to watch new moon soon!

2009-11-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

went to west coast plaza today, to help my mother at the nike factory outlet/store.
at first was damn bored in the storeroom helping to put the clothes on the hanger.
then after that went to the cashier to help with the packing. it's much more fun there.
the people working at the cashier is much more friendly. haha. they are also damn funny.
like most of the time laughing there. haha.
stayed there till 9 plus and home(:

2009-11-28T21:28:00.001+08:00

was bored, so took pictures using webcam. haha!

2009-11-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

home from bugis, dont wish to post much about today.
ate pasta mania with dear, denise and meimei while waiting for amanda and cloe.
eat finish already then they reached, waited for them to eat.
then went to take neoprint(:
then walk around awhile then go Iluma
watched the 3D movie there, $5 for just 7 mins.
it's freaking expensive, but had fun screaming in there. aha. watched horror de. LOL
after that jiu go home le. had fun today, until need to go home. sian

2009-11-27T18:56:00.003+08:00

my new hair(:

just reached home not long from bugis:D had fun with dear today.
even though was very tired!
bought 3 top today, so luckily i didnt waste time going there and not getting anything.
going to bugis tomorrow again, with cousins and dear(:
gonna take neoprint tomorrow, i think.
so long never take le. never take pictures today maybe tomorrow.
post again tomorrow

2009-11-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

went to cut my hair today(: cut bangs again. looks funny! dont really like it, but dear says it's nice.
tomorrow going Iluma with dear:D
will blog again tomorrow. hope that i could have pictures to post(:

2009-11-26T01:20:00.002+08:00

now it's already 1 month, which means it's ______ 1 month now.
really wishes to be with ______):
wonder what will ______ be doing today? will they celebrate? sigh

2009-11-25T22:36:00.003+08:00

it's 25th today! means tomorrow is the last day i'm staying home! hahah
finally i'm going out. going to get my hair cut tomorrow(:
dont know what hairstyle to change to, most prolly back to the same one again.

tomorrow is 26th, which means it's ______'s 1 month):
i cant be there & i miss ______ badly!

WTH! my sister just killed a mosquito and she's screaming like crazy after killing it.
it's just a mosquito and it's dead-.-

2009-11-23T20:24:00.002+08:00

woke up earlier than usual today, cause need to go for job interview at Raffles City(:
cab down there cause i thought i would be late. haha
but reached ther half and hour earlier but still no diff,
when i went to take the application form there's already sooo many people queueing.
so faster fill up the form then went to queue. around 2.20 then my turn.
went in with 6 other people. luckily. haha.
ened around 2.30+, was a very short one. dont know if i will be selected for the job.
after that went to look for sandals, but cant find any nice one. sad.
then home after that.
4 more days and i can go out! :D
going to cut my hair on thursday and going to bugis with dear on friday! haha, cant wait

2009-11-21T23:52:00.003+08:00

webcam-ing with yiyi and cloe now. haha. took photos of them. damn funny! they dont show me their face after they knew i took photos of them. LOL. \/ half their head

Amanda. hahs. look so gong
half their head after they knew i took pictures, haha

Cloe

Cloe & Yiyi

2009-11-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO PULAU UBIN!
ahhhhhhhh! stupid. it's just Pulau Ubin luh!
also not say go somewhere that i need to take plane ar. kns!
so many people/girls younger than me also go with friends!
!@#$@&#$ IDIOT!

2009-11-20T23:06:00.003+08:00

sooooooo bored! everyday also use comp. idiot!
today sucks or should i say it's everyday. want to get out of this house ASAP!
wants to buy so many new clothes! wants to meet my boyf, cousin & friends!
can go crazy staying at home for months!

2009-11-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLOE CHIANG YI LING!

see i so good wish you in every possible way i can. haha.

i even use your favourite colour. LOL.

see you next Saturday! :D

2009-11-17T13:36:00.002+08:00

when will i forget?! dont wish to remember anything about it.
hope that when i start to go out i will forget about it.
i want to watch paranormal activity! but i dont want to watch it online.
the graphics so shit!

9 more days to go!

now i'm so bored, nothing to do at home. only can watch tv, watch tv and watch more tv. stupid

2009-11-15T18:56:00.002+08:00

just now Cloe and Shaun came. but only awhile. sian
cause the adults went to attend funeral.
Cloe show me picture of two baby poodle. damn cute can.
white poodle called Snowy and brown poodle called Coby(:
so small. and another picture of something else. cant say. haha
now Sharon at my house, eating dinner here.

Snowy & Coby(:

2009-11-14T19:10:00.002+08:00

now watching the show Deliver Me.
i'm starting to miss her):
already pass 2 weeks 5 days but still cant forget. sigh.

2009-11-14T14:13:00.001+08:00

12 more days and i'm free!!!!!
cant wait to go out

2009-11-12T18:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY!

today hubby's birthday but sadly cant celebrate with him): sorry.
the day i can go out then celebrate bah. belated de.

2009-11-11T14:59:00.002+08:00

just finish watching another show 2012.
like so different from the trailer they show on tv lo.
not very nice, felt like sleeping when watching the starting of the show..

2009-11-11T12:01:00.002+08:00

watched Jennifer's Body online yesterday.
it wasn't that bad like Amanda said. haha. it was okay.
kinda scary to me. LOL.
want to watch in cinema! but too bad cant go out.
so got to watch it online.

15 more days!!!

2009-11-08T16:46:00.002+08:00

the cake is damn nice luh!

Sharon 'dancing' LOL

Uncle richard dancing. haha

Nichelle; Cloe; Amanda & Sharon shaking their asses. 'dian tun'

enjoy laughing at the videos. hahhahaa

2009-11-08T11:59:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 15 MONTHS DEAR! :D

although we quarrel alot but i still love you as much as last time or even more. hope that our love would be stronger after what we've gone through. thank you for always being there for me when i'm unhappy. i love you for who you are, i love the way you never fail to cheer me up, i love the way you never leave my mind, i love the way you give me a kiss on my forehead everytime we meet, i love the scent on your clothes, i love the way you come to find me even though you're tired, i love every single thing about you! i will never leave you no matter what(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!

yesterday went to shaun's chalet. celebrated sharon birthday there too.

haha. thought it would be boring but it turn out fun.

thanks to all the cousins. hahas. dancing.

amanda kept dancing the abracadabra song. damn funny. too bad i cant upload it here.

dont know got what problem.

even uncle richard danced! LOL.

laughed like crazy last night.

when the clock strike 12 we screamed for sharon and when she came into the room we started to scream and sing birthday song for her. hahaha.

cant wait for our cousins bbq now!

2009-11-07T12:02:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Michelle! :D

shaun's chalet today. dont know whether to go anot.
dont feel like going but then also want to go. sian. dont know what i can do there also.
rather rot at home than rot there.

19 more days to 26 nov
41 more days to release of N level results!

2009-11-05T14:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday Cloe and yiyi came. haha.
then me and cloe keep talking about our cousins bbq. even though it's still long.
so excited. haha. cant wait!!!
planned all the food and stuff le(:
want that day to faster come! 12 dec!!

today stayed at home as usual. damn bored!

21 more days to 26 nov
3 more weeks

2009-11-03T19:45:00.001+08:00

getting N level results on 18 dec instead of 17 dec!
1 day delay. means i have to wait for an extra day. cant wait to get my results.
hope i could promote to sec 5.

counting down to 26 nov - 23 days

2009-11-02T11:19:00.000+08:00

counting down 24 more days!
haha. change le. 26 nov can go out liao!

2009-11-01T11:38:00.003+08:00

it's a weekend and i'm staying at home. so sian.
later uncle richard they coming.
yesterday denise & amanda came. haha. and i finally got back my laptop(:
dont know what can i do today. bored!
34 more days!!!!!
all my post will be very short cause i have nothing much to say.

I WANT TO WATCH MOVIES!!!!

2009-10-30T11:26:00.003+08:00

another day at home. damn bored.
having difficulties getting up and down the bed, but still can do it myelf. so freaking painful.
counting down to 5 Dec - 36 more days!
& i miss her.

waiting to get back my laptop, so can change the picture and upload her photos.

2009-10-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

finally back to blogging again(:
so many things happened during the past few months but luckily all over le.
hope i wont miss her much.
ok, this will be a very short post. didnt do much also.